I have another scenario for you - I’m in love with you. I apologize for
the blunt delivery, but as problematic as this fact may be, I’m in
love… with YOU. I’m not feeling this because you’re leaving, and not
because it feels good to feel this way… which, by the way, it does,
or did before you went off like that. I can’t figure out the
mathematics of this, I just know I love you. I can’t believe how many
times I’m saying it! And I never thought I’d feel this way again, so
that’s pretty phenomenal… I know my package, perhaps in the light of day,
isn’t all that wonderful, but I finally know what I want and that, in
itself, is a miracle. And what I want is YOU.
— The Holiday
Unrequited love no more. I know I should realize that I am lucky that I have us and not many find such magic (even I myself didn’t think I would find it till you came along) and I must definitely stop throwing it away with every bump in the road. I know. But everytime I feel all vulnerable when my insides turn to mush, I grow afraid of losing you and it’s that fear itself that would make me lose you entirely. The paradox that is me. I don’t wanna lose you so I’m letting you go.
Ang tanga tanga ko. Di pa ren ako sanay na hindi nisasaktan eh. Sorry. ♥
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